Tuesday, February 22, 2011

~self-abased~

23/2/2011 (Wed)

- 'm feel so sad and self abased, as i feel like i'm the stupid person in the class... I think my English supposed to be the poorest in class! Yup! Exactly! Tat's me! No matter how hard I try to learn English, I am still poor!

- mummy phoned me just now, and i told her my feeling... Thanks God tat I have such a good mother! She comfort me, encourage me,..... I really fell touched n cried out~~~Mom, i wan u! I really wan u!!! Nobody know me better than u! U told me not to feel inferior, and have to be brave enough to speak English to everyone... Mom, I'll try my best! Seriously~~~ I feel so hurt once I knew I spoke wrongly... I hate pretending myself in front of my friends, i feel so tired ady... Sometimes I would think that I'm stupid and foolish as I'm the one who always be bullied or teased!

- besides, for Mr. E, when I told him tat i felt so self-abased, he just have a sigh~~~ U not really know my feeling, okay?!? I wan u to comfort and not sigh! u said my BM is better than u now as I took BM previously,tat's why my English become poor... Hey! I find it ironic! Tat's not the reason behind ok?!? The reason is I REALLY POOR IN MY ENGLISH!!! Tat's wat I can say!!!

Doreen.Wg